Monday, November 20, 2006

Kimchee my hummer


How magical is this view...my lake..my Kimchee..
I bought two new feeders for the yard...so i can alternate them regularly

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Single mom



Well it shouldn't surprise me that he has made little effort to see our daughter. The only time since he moved out was on HIS birthday, so I guess he needed a dinner companion.That hurts me....and I can't begin to wonder what it does to our daughter.Sigh...anyway, I am alone here and still trying to adjust, but I'm good...in the grand scheme of things.Lonely but good....but hell I was lonelier when I was with him than I am now.
Remember, I still have hope..I must.

Its not on this album, but this song is one of my favorites amongst Dans music and poetry

Lessons Learned:
You...with the past at your back and the future unsure
Asked for the chance to try love once more
Well aware of the consequences should the dream fall through
You threw down your last defenses wanting to try something new
Wanting to try something new
You found me in a sea of confusion drifting with the tide
Living on love that had long since died
But everytime that I touch you, baby
I feel a little more alive
And I'm reminded how much you've made me
Believe in the love that survives
You know, we must believe in the love that survives
[Chorus:]Oh lessons learned are like bridges burned
You only need to cross them but once
Is the knowledge gained worth the price of the pain?
Are the spoils worth the cost of the hunt?
Are the spoils worth the cost of the hunt?
Borne on the first warm winds of feeling newly found
Fly but remember don't look down
Take as much as you think you ought to
Give just as much as you can
Don't forget what your failures have taught you
Or else you'll learn them all over again
Or else you'll have to learn them all over again
[Chorus]
Oh lessons learned are like bridges burned
You only need to cross them but once
Is the knowledge gained worth the price of the pain?
Are the spoils worth the cost of the hunt?
Are the spoils worth the cost of the hunt?

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Janes Addiction


Came on a while ago ...my fave song....And god knows I have to dance when I hear it.. It is simply infectious
This is from an old album, Ritual de lo Habitual...
Been Caught stealing
I've been caught stealing;
once when I was 5...
I enjoy stealing.
It's just as simple as that.
Well, it's just a simple fact.
When I want something,
I don't want to pay for it.
I walk right through the door.
Walk right through the door.
Hey all right!
If I get by, it's mine. Mine all mine!
My girl, she's one too.
She'll go and get her a shirt.
Stick it under her skirt.
She grabbed a razor for me.
And she did it just like that.
When she wants something,
She don't want to pay for it.
She walk right through the door.
Walk right through the door.
Hey all right!
If I get by, it's mine. Mine all mine!
We sat around the pile.
We sat and laughed.
We sat and laughed and Waved it into the air!
And we did it just like that.
When we want something,
We don't want to pay for it.
We walk right through the door.
Walk right through the door.
Hey, all right!
If I get by, it's mine, Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine...

Friday, November 10, 2006

Separated: An ending and a beginning


Tomorrow is my birthday, my first single in fifteen years
Its a weird feeling. Tonite my lil one and I are going out to dinner together to celebrate, tomorrow her dad will pick her up and take her . I'm not lonely tho in the lonely alone sense..because I was lonely as hell when I was with my dh..so being alone and not having to answer to him is , at this moment a blessed relief.
Now I only answer to my four kids...my lil one and the three doggies. :-)